Have you ever...

Have you ever been driving down the street or for that matter the freeway, and find yourself in such a deep thought.  That when you finally realize you are driving in the middle of all those fast moving cars and trucks, that you have no idea how in the hell you were able to focus on your driving and get to where you were at that point?  Almost as if you were day dreaming and wake up out of that dream to find yourself driving and had not run into the car in front of you?

This is something I seem to find myself doing quite often, and actually I have done it for a very long time.   I can remember back when I lived in Boston, and I had been so deep into a thought or I think just dreaming of something.  I hadn't even realized I had past my exit more than 10 miles ago....

Thinking about this, this morning.  I have come to the conclusion that I have been writing, thinking and telling my story in my head for years and years now.  Not til just now did I see, that I have wanted to do this for some time now.

Back in high school, my message read "I will see you all in Hollywood" in my senior yearbook.  I had always wanted to be famous, back then I thought that meant, on television or in magazines.  Now that I'm all grown up, OK maybe not completely.  I think I have accomplished more than I thought I had with this being famous thing.  As a mother, a wife, a friend or a boss.  Living in this small community and working so close with so many people here, I am known by many and know many many people here.  I have built many businesses, friends, acquaintances, circles and have been involved in the community for over 13 years now.  Now that I'm dabbling in something new and exciting, this is just another thing to add to my famous words as a Senior...  It may not be in the actual city of "Hollywood", but this is my Hollywood.  I get to finally share my passion for writing, with my personal experiences as well as all stories that are just floating around in my head.  I have many things to learn in this new avenue.  That's the fun part, I get to try something new and learn more and more great things I have to offer people in my past, present and in my future.   With the excitement of being able to create this blog and share with all of you, it is just a prime example of what's to come.   I have started my book, something much more in depth than just this little blog.  I have lived and will continue to live a very happy, hilarious, exciting, fun, unforgettable, amazing, loving, heart breaking, fabulous, tear jerker kind of life.   Soon to be written for all my friends, family, the jealous, the envious, past co workers, my exes, and the public to read!

One crazy thing about life, is that most of us live each day to try and better ourselves in what we have been given.  Then there are the ones who thrive on the drama and the pain that causes heart break, and distrust.  This is life people, no matter how you live it, live it to the fullest.  I sure am, I will take every chance I get to better myself, every chance I get to try something new, every chance I get to explore this world and to help others as well as to make a life worth living for my children, my family and the people around me.  

Good, bad or indifferent____ There is a reason for EVERYTHING peeps,  trust me on this one!