Monday, December 10, 2012

Life is a highway...

 
 
 
The day is almost here, where our life will be on the highway....  finally get to drive to our new place in Texas to see my kids!  So excited to see them, this has been the longest I have ever been away from them!   By the time we get there it will be 2 months and 5 days without seeing them in person, without being able to hug and kiss on them whenever I want!  This has been the hardest 2 months I have ever experienced..  Having a vacation away from the kids every once in awhile is sometimes needed, but being away from them for this long is torture!  I don't know what I was thinking moving my ass to another country without me children!!!  My head was obviously a bit F'D up at that time in my life!  So glad I got my head back on straight as fast as I did, thanks to Mike and my family for all of their support during this rough patch I had to overcome!  I love you with all my heart and couldn't have got through this without all of you by my side.
  
Being a mom is the most challenging jobs on the planet, however the most rewarding ones as well.  I cant wait to arrive in our new home and get to be with the 3 most rewarding gifts of all.  Ricky, Cody & Ciara you are all one of a kind, beautiful, thoughtful, loving, spectacular human beings and I am so honored to be your mom! 
 
With all that said, Mike and I will be on the road to our continued happiness this weekend with a possible detour to Vegas to have one last little hurrah with the cousins before the year comes to an end......  then it will be a 2 day drive to Frisco, Texas. 
This will be yet another new journey for myself, since Texas is somewhere I have never been.  Well besides the time I flew to Dallas when the boys were just babies, for a job interview with American Airlines to be a flight attendant...  Failed to get that job, I'm thinking since I got sicker than a dog on the flight home!!  SO FUNNY
Anyhow, I'm looking forward to a new life with my kids and Mike in a new town, a new state with many more exciting journeys to experience as a family.
 
 


Tuesday, December 4, 2012

Cabin Fever!!!

Me & my Man :-)

Tomorrow will be 3 weeks I have been back to Cali, I am very glad to be back with my loved ones don't get me wrong...  However, not working is driving me bonkers!!!
 
Had a terrific time since I got back, we have got to hangout with some of Mike's friends..  I got to meet his gorgeous daughters, we got to spend thanksgiving week up in Big Bear with my mom's side of the family, got to take some snow boarding lessons (OUCH!!!!), Christmas parties, shopping, going out to see things Mike and I haven't done before as a couple, and now hanging out with my parents at their place until we do our drive back down to Cabo then off to Texas! 
 
I completely and totally admire the stay at home moms out there,  yes I did it for the first 9 years of my kids lives so I do remember what its like, but now that I haven't done that for the last 9 years I have realized how much I love to be out of the house & working!!!  I have no idea if I will ever be able to never work again... 
 
The past few days, while Mike has been working and with me staying home I have been going absolutely nuts.  My dad is retired now and to have his life right now is FRICKIN INSANE!!! 
I'm just saying if I were to live this life each and everyday, I would be at least 300 pounds, be wearing the thickest glasses to see with and have sores on my big ass butt from sitting on the couch watching TV, on the computer playing games on facebook all day and be eating 24 frickin 7!!!  I don't know how he does it... 
 
Even though I will miss being here, I CAN NOT WAIT TO GET ON THE ROAD AGAIN!!!
Looking forward to our next journey together, driving to Cabo to get my things then driving up to our new place in Frisco Texas, where I get to finally see my babies.  I have missed them so much.  This Christmas will be even more special this year, in Texas with the love of my life and my most favorite 3 people in the world! (Ricky, Cody & Ciara)  I will see you very soon babies...
 
  What a difference a year can make!!!